weeeeeeeeeeeee it's lizzie's bday today ^.^ hapi hapi bday lizzie~! ^-^

newayz.. woke up early today.. even though i slept at 3 in the morning x.x.. woke up at quarter to 7.. i was really supposed to go to school today to attend fellowship... but seeing my brother (he slept the same time as i did >.>;;) he was tired esp since we were from a party last night ~_~;; (grandma's bday ^.^;;) talkin to lizzie nd another friend atm ^-^;; *yawnz* am really tired... i guess i'm going back to sleep when everyone wakes up.. coz they're still asleep -_-; laterz~

*peeks through Bickerers' door* *goes inside swiftly* *closes the door and sighs*

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I PASSED THE SPANISH EXAMS! YAY! ^.^ Well, yeah, I got 3 mistakes. But not sure yet with the essay. Oh well... I did well on the oral test (I guess so, since the teacher told me it's good :P) and yeah! I beated those people who are older than me! :P They've got lots of mistakes and me only three. Yay!

But come to think of it... the exam was easier than the handouts o_O... And hey! I'm going for course 2! *does the v sign, immitates Hiyono* Hope I'll still survive <.<;;; ACK! I need Ragnarok -.-; Is anybody out there generous enough to send me RO?! @_@

Ah.. I guess I could rest for a while. Since course 2 will start on Tuesday.. and no classes tomorrow up to Monday. I'll have to get my course card tomorrow.. but I guess I'll let my parents get it so I could just stay at home :P

Oooh yeah... *stretches and falls asleep* Uh... it's still early <.<;;;

arc: hehe np~ ^^

liz: yeah i know i sent the email XD i sent it to lots of ppl n posted it on my xanga lol.. posted it here coz i didn't get to email it to nana-kun n da others coz i was using my hotmail account.. their emails aren't saved there ~_~;; i really like that n what msg it sed~ oh yeah.. i'll ask mat not to charge us XD actually he already offered if i wanted to d/l from him~ and he let me d/l lots of other stuff from him like adobe so i won't have to buy nemore lol.. aint that nice of him~? ^-^;;

i'm so not feeling well at the moment.. i'm shaking like crazyyyy!! my friend, tam, that i met through irc (i think u knoe her liz) smsed me saying that she won't come on nemore coz of an accident... i was like freaked when she sent me that sms a couple of mins ago... i called her and asked what happened and she just said "basta" (tag word 4got what it is in eng x.x) she wouldn't tell me the reason and even ended the call -.-;; tried to call agen but i don't have credit nemore!!!! >.< so i borrowed my lil sister's cell and called her again... she said that there was a fire @.@;; omg omg omg omg... err.. nvm okay i soooooo need to calm down... i'm so freaked x.x wahhhhh i'm on the verge of crying x.x okay i'll just end this so you guys won't see me rant ~_~;;

Ah... I was supposed to write something here yesterday but then the comp I was using always shuts down when I use blogger -.-;;;;;

Nanashi: Call me whatever you want. It wasn't actually my fault when I'm ordered by my dad in the office and leave everything I do for a while -.-;

mitz: Oh yeah, ask Mat. But tell him... DON'T CHARGE US! :P

Well... ALMOST had a very nice and fun day yesterday. Mitz knows what happened... but only the part after I was dismissed from spanish class... I think. Well... we did a lot of things in our spanish class yesterday. We had a role-play and our gay classmate, as in, gay, queer, made the whole thing hilarious XD And yeah... the directions are confusing. If you're going to ask somebody and tell it to you in spanish.. I'm sure you'll be lost... for worse :P But hey, I'm getting used to it, yay! And I'd have to practice myself for the oral test. Oh yeah, the oral test is not today... but tomorrow. And tomorrow is the last day of our course 1! Yeah.. course 1... and my parents want me to go on next week for course 2 -.-; well, if I passed in 1. TOMORROW IS THE ORAL, LISTENING AND EVERYTHING EXAMS!!!!!!!!!! @_@ Calm down... calm down... ah... there ^.^;;;

Oh yeah... the second youngster in our class DOESN'T want to attend classes anymore up to tomorrow. She was absent yesterday and she said she doesn't want to go on for the second course... ah.. what a rip-off -.-; She's wasting the opportunity to study it while she's young.. but anyway, I bet her school has spanish lessons too when she becomes a college student :P *shrugs* Oh well, I'll mind my own business from now on..

So yeah, I'm talking to him right now *^.^* And yeah, he made my day even better yesterday. But... my fun level decreased... Why? You ask? Family matters.. with those demonic cousins of mine again and my dad who complains about everything -.-;

So nyah... But anyway... *continues talking to him* *gets d/ced* ARGH! *reconnects* YAY! <.<;;;;;;;;

PS: Mitz, you sent that on e-mail, nyah, it's shweet ^.^

arc: hehe s'ok neee juz review when u get to read kai? ^-~

liz: i don't think you'd be able to d/l RO.. if u ever do... you are oh so lucky ~.~;; i regged there a couple of days ago, tried alot of times to d/l it n the serv's always full -.-;; think i'll ask mat (a.k.a. Heer0_HuA) if he cud put that RO in his ftp so i can d/l from him using d/l accelerator XD but nvm

okay i think i just realized that blogger didn't post that super long entry i typed a couple of days ago.. bah -.-; anyway... i stayed up with my two lil sisters last night till 4 am then we played uno madness.. i mean.. omg.. it almost gave me a heart attack x.x then i'm almost out of credit coz i keep smsing my friend setsu (liz knowz him) bahhh 25 left TT... bah... and i'm not going to get new credit till me bdaY!!!! >.<

anyway... i didn't do much today well xept be online like always -.-;; jeez, i juz used up my second prepaid... after this last prepaid of mine i won't be able to get online until school starts and i'd get to save money to buy new ones ~_~;; oh yeah~ i noticed juz earlier that i posted my first fanfic on ff.net on the 1st day of may last year... and then i posted my 2nd fanfic on the same day this year @.@ talk about coincidense (sp?) and also.. i beat my brother at another game of nba live todaY!!!! XD this is like.. the 4th time lol XD i'm sooooooooooo happy~ this is practically the only game my brother haven't beaten me in yet lol.. hehe ^.^;;

oh yeah.. got this from an email earlier.. juz thought of posting this here.. u guys better read it!! XD

FALLING IN LOVE

When you think of your past love. You may view it as a failure,
But when you find a new love; you view the past as a teacher;
In the game of love, it doesn't really matter who won or who lost.
What is important is you know when to hold on and when to let go!
You know you really love someone when you want him or her to be happy.
Even if their happiness means that you're not part of it;
Everything happens for the best.

If the person you love doesn't love you back,
Don’t be afraid to love someone else again,
For you'll never know unless you give it a try.
You'll never love a person you love unless you risk for love;
Love strives in hurting;
If you don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love.
Love doesn't hurt all the time;
Though the hurting is still there to test you, to help you grow.
Don't find love, let love find you;
That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall. You just fall.
You cannot finish a book without closing its chapters.
If you want to go on, then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages.

Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress.
It is a lifetime venture in which we are always learning, discovering and growing;
The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on
And holding on when you need to let go.
We lose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else---
One who can love us even more than we can love ourselves.
On falling out of love, take some time to heal and then get beckon the horse.
But don't ever make the same mistake of riding
the same one that threw you the first time.

To love is to risk rejection; to live is to risk dying, to hope is to risk failure.
But risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing!
To reach for another is to risk involvement,
to expose your feelings is to expose your true self,
To love is to risk not to be loved in return.
How to define love: fall but do not stumble,
be constant but not too persistent, share and never be
unfair, understand and try not to demand, hurt but never keep the pain.

Love is like a knife.
It can stab the heart or it can carve wonderful images
into the soul that always last for a lifetime.
Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling.
It should inspire you and give you joy and strength.
But sometimes the things that give you joy can also hurt you in the end.
Loving people means giving them the freedom
who they choose to be and where they choose to be;
For all the heartaches and the tears,
for gloomy days and fruitless years, you should give thanks.
For you know, that they were the things that have helped you grow.

Loving someone means giving him the freedom to find his way,
Whether it leads towards you or away from you.
Love is a painful risk to take but the risk must be taken no matter how scary or painful,
For only then that you'll experience the fullness of humanity and that is love.
Only love can hurt your heart, fill you with desire, and tear you apart.
Only love can make you cry and only love knows why.
If you're not ready to cry, if you're not ready to take the risk,
if you're not ready to feel the pain, Then you're not ready to fall in love.
There was a time in our lives when we became afraid to fall in love,
Because every time we do, we get hurt.
Then I figured that's why it's called falling in love.

okay, super long entry at this early in the morning x.x it's already 3:36 am gosh.. and my PC's switch is like.. making these scary sounds.. sign that my computerr got over used by me yet again (well according to my dad) okay so i'll juz post this n close my compi.... ja!!!!

Ah.. good I started my day right today. Nobody dared to pick a fight with me. And since AO's kinda down... I wasn't able to see that dumbass, yay! But I get to talk to one member there... I read mitz's latest fic and it was kinda interesting ^^ Although I saw a few errors but I guess that's okay. I make errors too :P Haven't talked to him yet since I think he's busy playing Ragnarok Online.. Oh yeah, talking about RO, is it still free? Does anybody know? I signed up again and saw no credit card forms :P I was about to d/l it yesterday using GetRight though their server is full >_< And I bet it would take me like... 3 MONTHS before I get to finish d/ling it -.-;; Stupid dial-up connection...

Brr... I'm stucked with Final Fantasy Tactics. With the boss after I beat Gafgarion at the gate of Lionel Castle... not actually stucked, but I I feel like I am even though I get to battle it once @_@ I think I still haven't gotten into the half part of that game -.-;; Anyway... I would most likely believe that I will pass our Spanish exams... I will pass in our spanish exams... I will pass in our spanish exams... *sighs* I need to do the fics... One more hour... and I'll go back to reviewing my notes then go at KFC to celebrate my friend's b-day which was supposed to be yesterday :P

mitz: no prob...

Ah.. sorry for what I said yesterday -.-; I just can't help it when I'm too abused. But anyway, after that I became happy again... Because HE talked to me. He even said he'll stay more even if his eyes hurt just to talk to me and it's already 2:00 AM at their place at that time.

I'm just going to kick that ninny-ninny-dumb-dumb-poopy-headed GAYISH molester's ass on the RPG in AO itself...

Oh well.. I still need to review my spanish notes... and it's otaku's b-day today. Mitz and Kyo know her so.. you two, go and greet her.

*dumps her face on her spanish notes*

He said I should try my best. Okay, I'll try my best and I dedicate my tests to him and to everybody ^^ *forgot to save the log yesterday* WAAAHH! ...

Updated the story in my xanga today, and yeah, changed the MIDI. I'll change it according to the mood in the latest File. The latest was a little longer than the first one. Oh my.. my head aches >///< I forgot the GW fic! *hides from Nanashi and Ryude* OH YEAH, I OWN QUATRE RABERBA WINNER! I'M TELLING YOU! I BOUGHT HIM FROM THE CREATORS OF GW! :P Just kidding..

*makes another Nursery Rhyme* (Tune of "when you're happy and you know it")
When you give a whack to Lantis, use a whale~
When you feel like killing Lantis, use a bomb.
He is such a little witty
I'm sure he'll pass for Draggy Queenies.
When you feel like killing Lantis, use a bomb.

He should certainly die...