I thought about you today Feliza, and when I did I felt really happy...

Okay... I never thought that I can actually make a person happy. But.. oh well..

Today... was... boring. And I kept on cursing my computer. Virtual memory? Low? I think only XP has that problem. It always has disk errors whenever I use Adobe. But yeah, Ryude, I made a splash. I'll give it to you once you get online.

I'm trying to make a Rakusu wall for Neko-kun. But I can't find an image of Rakusu (Gundam Seed) so i can't make it yet. I'm playing with the brushes in Adobe Photoshop for now... and I guess I'm going to continue my personal site already. Won't pretty much bother me by the start of schoolyear. Enrollment is on Monday. Riiiight... The usual chaos in the school for the selling of books and such is not systematic..

XP sucks... whatever. I'm contented with '98...

Who's that silver-haired guy in FF1 in FF Origins? Or rather, the silver-haired guy in FF2 in FF Origins? They look the same.. or maybe they're the same person. He looks cool.

mIRC is dead. I want to go back during 2001-2002 when it's so alive.. But now, it's like, "Is everybody dead or something?"

pata: ooh... they taught you? Good ^^
Ryude: Oh yeah.. I was supposed to post a news at your site. Although, my computer closed all the windows.. so yeah. I was about to say that I'm going to give you the four wallpapers I made. And.. suggestion. The loading of the thumbnails of the images are slow. I think we should fix that. And oh, I'm going to ask mitski if she wants her "Cherry Blossoms" fic to be posted in the site. You can also add the Hunter X Hunter review already from anime.oddball.net. If you need anything, just tell me. Now that I'm not busy. But when June starts, don't expect me to be online from Monday-Thursday and Sunday ^^;;;
Nanashi: hmm... the Bahay Kubo forum isn't really active.. if only Invision allows an RPG system.. that would make the forums active, ne?

*yawns* ...oh my, I'm becoming a lazy ass..

I'm shocked...

I'm confused...

I'm... speechless...

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Stop with my drama. But yes, it's true. And... *can't say anything* My mind is twirled... my soul is confused... Oh dearie..

And yeah... you guys might think, "Ayano, what the heck did you eat?" after I say these things...

I'm very very veeeeeeeeery sorry. To all those whom I've hurt or said something bad. I know I was too naive, too stupid, too dumb and too ignorant for not knowing that I've hurt your feelings. *bows* Gomenasai...

Come on, go laugh at me. I know you want to. But hey, it's okay. As long as you forgive me. Especially to you, Nanashi.

*shuts up from now on*

arc: yeah gurl you heard right XD nvm they already heard me lotsa times lol and i got to talk to mah online sis using mah cell phone since we're in da same country XD as 4 mah online daughter.. i think she has almost all the records i did... lol nvm >.>;; weeeeeeee enjoy your vaca arc~ while you still can... lol if you wanna check the siggy i made click on the url

www.boomspeed.com/mitski/ssfsig.gif

liz already seen this XD lol nvm it'z mah very first creation using adobe w/o knowing what the hell i was doin and i'm pretty happy that it came out pretty well ^.^ i'm using it as a sig in AO XD bwahahahaha!!!!!! erm.... nvm hopefully i'll get to make a wall nxt time XD

.:.:.:::::.....: me :......:::.:.:...

Mah day didn’t start that good since we needed to go to school since it’s enrollment day... we HAD to be early since the enrollment was from 8-11 am, was supposed to wake up round 7... but woke up at 8:30 x.x;; I slept late night since I couldn’t sleep and read a mag till 2 in da mornin x.x;; gosh... that was the reason I woke up late ~.~;; weya... then dad even got mad at me for takin too long to take a shower since he woke up at 8 then I hadn’t taken a shower yet when it was 8:30 coz bro was still takin a bath!!!!!! >.< I only got to use the bathroom round 8:45... he came ‘round by the time I just got in the bathroom he told me that I was taking too long!!!!!! Damn him!!!! Bah... he just ruined the very start of da day... he even left with mom and mah sistahz leavin me and mah bro at home (we were goin to the same place... it just happens that we haf two carz and both dad and bro knowz how to drive) coz I wasn’t done yet -.-;;;;;;;;;; sheesh... got scolded for a damn thing I didn’t do -.-;

ANYWAY... we (meh and mah bro) hadta go to this chinese temple b4 headin to school coz dad sed so... pray to the buddha then get blessed or wuteva that ish... I always hate it when mah parents tell us to do that... since it’s against mah beliefs -.-; must be weird huh? Reason is... I came from a chinese fam. and usually chinese peepz are Buddhists right? So yeah... mi fam buddhists though mi christian n I dun believe in dat stuff... parents sent us (me and mah siblings ta fil-chi christian school and yeah... that where I got mi beliefs from =/

Neway afta that we went ta school, mom n mah sistahz already got there first (read first stuff I wrote at the very begginin of this entry) and got enrolled... now they hadta buy books for school. Gawd... the chem. book is really big x.x and I have 7 books all in all!!! Wahhh... torture and most of em are heavy and thick ~-~;; weya... afta all dat was done we went ta visit da dentist. I got mah braces fixed (since I haven’t went for like wut... 5 months? Missed lotsa appointments x.x;;) then dentist put this rubber thingys a long wif mah braces so now it hurtz like hell ;;…… wahhhh juz hope it wun hurt that much nemore after a week…. It’s shoooooo hard to eat x.x;;

Oh well... just feel like posting again. Talked to my Neko-kun a while ago ^^ But he's out to the movies.. going to watch Matrix Reloaded. He said he wanted to take me with him, but I guess I couldn't go that fast to Seattle :P

You're...

Which Pita Ten character are you?

Quiz made by Cassie

Wee~ But I want Shia-chan.. hmm... x_x Me gonna go to friend's party later on... so nyah.

Nanashi: and uh.. there's something wrong with your forums... But it has been reported.. I only hope it would be fixed soon

Anyway... Yesterday was... a little happy, again. My cat died (No, not Neko-kun.. I'd die too if he did) Kirika-chan... well... she's already old so.. it's time for her to say goodbye. *cries* Then I'll have to wait for a dog then.. @_@

Today... I woke up... and was like...


"OW!"


My whole body aches.. >< Oh boy... I need rest.

*blinks* weya i haven't posted for a while o.o now me too lazy to read all the stuff you guys said ~_~;; it's weird... i dun get to post in mah xanga, here or mah ao journal o.o; wait i get to post in mah journal so leave that out >.>;; waaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!! i got t o make mah first siggy using adobe photoshop a couple of days ago XD and i'm shooooo happy it looks oki~~~~~ erm... nvm >.>;;

omggggg my online sis n daughter wun stop buggin me x.x;; they keep askin me to record mah singing x.x;;;;; gosh so persistent ~_~;; nvm

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i'm going crazy x.x;;; ackiez 4got i gotta go to school tomorrow coz it'z enrollment day x.x;;;;; wahhhhhhh school's starting again!!!!!!!! ;;....... *sighz* imma gonna endure another toturing year x.x;; this time it's mah junior year in hs ~_~ weya.. then me turnin 15 in 10 dayz o.o;;;;; weya... how fast time flies >.>;;; oh wellz... weeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!! someone juz gave me lyrics of a song i really like ^.^;; gonna post it here >.>;;

Foolish heart…

I need a love that grows
I don’t want it unless I know
That with each passing hour
Someone somehow
Will be there
Ready to share

I need a love that grows
Im so tired of being alone
But will my lonely heart
Play the part
Of a fool again
Before I begin

Foolish heart
Hear me calling
Stop before you start falling
Foolish heart
Heed my warning
You’ve been wrong before
Don’t be wrong anymore

Im feeling that feeling again
And im back in the game I can seem to win
Loves knocking on the door
Of my heart once more
Will I let it in?
Before I begin

I need I need a love that grows
Im so tired of being alone
But will my lonely heart
Play the part of a fool again
Before I begin

>repeat chorus<

bwahahaha erm.. nvm okai guess thatz enuf for today ^.^;;

pata: i know... because Rogue is supposed to be old! >< *kicks Rogue*

arctic: *laughs at arctic-chan* because you're funny when you're mad ^^;;;;;;; Well, good for me :P I'm in an all-girls school. Ohohoho...

Today... my day started badly. I was soooooooooooo depressed this morning. But then I slept myself off... and got online by 11:00 am. Since I can't sleep, thinking about things >< And when I got on... he's online! I felt good when he talked to me. You wouldn't know, our convo lasts for *counts* 4 hours or more @_@ Yay! He's my Neko-kun right now! ^.^

~~ Neko-kun ~~ says:
I want to take you to school with me ^_^ lol
^-^ F e l i z ^-^ says:
lol
^-^ F e l i z ^-^ says:
but I bet I'm asleep at that time
^-^ F e l i z ^-^ says:
just kidding ^-^
~~ Neko-kun ~~ says:
yeah
^-^ F e l i z ^-^ says:
but I would most likely go to school with you ^-^
^-^ F e l i z ^-^ says:
than to sleep :P
~~ Neko-kun ~~ says:
ok ^_^
^-^ F e l i z ^-^ says:
but don't worry... *enters in your dream*
^-^ F e l i z ^-^ says:
there, now you won't miss me ^-^
~~ Neko-kun ~~ says:
aww ^_^

And he says I'm sweeter than him >< But he is the sweetest person you'll ever talk to in this entire world! ^.^

...What? He can't sleep? Aaw.... He said there's something wrong.. but he doesn't know o_o... uhm.. *casts sleep at him* *Feliza-chan loses 10 mp x_x*

Uhm... I NEED MY PSX BACK! >///////< My cousins borrowed it again.. they borrow it everyday. Why won't they just buy it from me? :D But uhm... yuck.. they're watching DBZ right now x_x *dies* THAT ANIME SUCKS! ARGH!!!!!!!! POYO!!!!!!!! >////////< *immitates Ruby from Rave* DBZ really sucks-poyo. I'll miss my friend, sanzo-poyo. Murder didn't pay the bills for his connection-poyo. Serves him right for calling me "Ayano Titties"-poyo T_T *covers mouth* I shouldn't have said that.. x_x

YAY! WE PLAYED THE RPG YESTERDAY! AT LAST!!!!!!!! *sighs* x_x *dies* just calculated and uploaded your statistics.. *tired*

Ahehehe... ^^; Thanks guys. And oh.. haven't posted something here lately.. sorry *blinks*

Well... yesterday, we watched X-2. Pata was right, all effects >< I wonder why I felt that there still are a lot of movies out there, better than that. Cyclops was... weird. Wolvy is still cool. Pyro is super-duper cute (:P) Jean is... great. Storm is still powerful.. and Rogue is... Rogue.

Then we played in the arcade. We got carried away with the Jurassic Park shooting game XD And the Drums :P And then.. hmm... can't remember anything now. hehe ^^;

Only got one present. But I don't care anyway ^^; Gotta try FF Origins today.. so my cousins won't steal my fixed psx! Yay!